abdul rashid

Adakah Cinta Memerlukan Sebab??Dalam satu kisah percintaan yang menarik. Sepasang suami isteri berjalan di tepi sebuah tasik yang indah. Kemudian mereka berhenti di sebuah bangku yang disediakan di tepi tasik. Kemudian si isteri bertanya kepada si suami. Ini dialog mereka

Isteri : Mengapa abang menyukai saya? Mengapa abang cintakan saya?
Suami : Abang tidak boleh menerangkan sebabnya, namun begitu abang memang menyayangi dan mencintai Sayang!
Isteri : Abang tak boleh terangkan sebabnya? Bagaimana abang boleh katakan abang sayang dan cintakan saya sedangkan abang tidak boleh menerangkannya.
Suami : Betul! Abang tak tahu sebabnya tetapi abang boleh buktikan bahawa abang memang cintakan Sayang!
Isteri : Tak boleh beri bukti! Tidak! Saya hendak abang terangkan kepada saya sebabnya. Kawan-kawan saya yang lain yang mempunyai suami dan teman lelaki, semuanya tahu menerangkan mengapa mereka mencintai. Dalam bentuk puisi dan syair lagi. Namun begitu abang tidak boleh terangkan sebabnya

Si suami menarik nafas panjang dan dia berkata

"Baiklah! Abang mencintai Sayang sebab sayang cantik, mempunyai suara yang merdu, penyayang dan mengingati abang selalu. Abang juga sukakan senyuman manis dan setiap tapak Sayang melangkah, di situlah cinta Abang bersama Sayang!"

Si isteri tersenyum dan berpuas hati dengan penerangan suaminya tadi.Namun begitu selang beberapa hari si isteri mengalami kemalangan dan koma.Si suami amat bersedih dan menulis sepucuk surat kepada isterinya yang disayangi. Surat itu diletakkan di sebelah katil isterinya di hospital.Surat tersebut berbunyi begini :

"Sayang!Jika disebabkan suara aku mencintai mu... sekarang bolehkah engkau bersuara? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu. Jika disebabkan kasih sayang dan ingatan aku mencintai mu...sekarang bolehkah engkau menunjukkannya? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu.Jika disebabkan senyuman aku mencintai mu... sekarang bolehkah engkau tersenyum? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu.Jika disebabkan. setiap langkah aku mencintai mu.... sekarang bolehkah engkau melangkah? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu. Jika cinta memerlukan sebabnya, seperti sekarang. Aku tidak mempunyai sebab mencintai mu lagi.Adakah cinta memerlukan sebab? Tidak!
AKU MASIH MENCINTAI MU DULU, KINI, SELAMANYA DAN CINTA TIDAK PERLU ADA SEBAB.
Kadangkala perkara tercantik dan terbaik di dunia tidak boleh dilihat, dipegang. Namun begitu... ia boleh dirasai dalam hati."




story nie btul2 mnyentuh perasaan annis. Annis akan menangis if annis read dis story. Act, story nie kwn merangkap adeq annis yg bg. Ingat x yg annis ada bgtawu yg muka dye alike mcm kwn annis tpy annis xtawu name dye lg. name dye tuh adelah Rash. Dye baik sgt2 ngan annis. Dye muda stahun dr annis tpy dye matang. kirenyer waktu tu, annis form2 dye form1. Annis knal dye kat kampung chatfeb 2007. Then dye mntak ym annis. Dulu annis xde ym so, annis bg ym abg annis cz abg da x pki lg ym tu. Then kitorg chat2 setiap hari. Dye suke sakat annis. If annis ade problem, dye akan bg nasihat kat annis. Dye sweet gile. Then bila annis buat dye marah, dye suke potpet2 n bg email pnjang2. haha funny n cute sgt. Bnyak sgt memory dgn dye. Mom dye pun baik sgt. Tpy, now dye dah xde lg dah. dye pergi pada august 2007 Rash sakit leukemia. Annis tawu setiap senyuman rash, trsimpat seribu kesakitan. Last email yg annis dpt dye just tulis

“Annis, rash dah nak pg dah nie. Kakak jg dri elok2 ek. Jgn wt rash cry kat sna taw. Rash akan sentiase doakan kakak happy jerk kat sni. Jgn xhappy taw syg! Hahaha and jgn nanges2 mcm budak kecik mnta eskrem taw. Jg ksihatan taw! Jgn mkn bnyak eskrem nanti montelness! hahaha Rash akan pergi lama taw. Jgn tggu rash taw. Rash kalau boleh xnak pergi and nak wat kakak happy jerk. Xnak bg annis xhappy. K lah syg, rash dah x ada masa dah nie. Rash akan mntak kat tuhan supaya bg kakak happy je k. Tgk tu, xmo cry lah! Rash x suka! Rash happy coz rash dah kenal ngan annis. Rash syg kakak annis!.”

Annis x sangke rash akan pegi secepat nie! Rash!! Rash xsuke tgk annis cry. Tpy npe wat annis cry?!! Rashh!! Pape pun, everyday annis doakan rash hidup aman kat sne k. Awk jgn nakal2 taw deq! Kakak dah jumpe org mcm perangai rash taw. Manje2 mcm kucing. Mcm yg kta penah janji dulu. Ingat x syg? Haha Tpy nape rash pergi dulu? Rash tawu x kakak rindu sgt kat rash! Rash adeq kakak yg terbest,terbongkak,terfunny,tercomel,terketot, terbushuk, termengade2 hehe sume ter ade kat rash. Kakak xakan dapat adeq mcm rash lg taw. Rash, bnyak memory rash tinggalkan kat kakak. Now annis dah x de tmpt nak lepas geram taw! Kdng2 kakak xtawu nak luahkan kat siape bila annis ada mslh.Then, smlm annis having very2 bad mood taw. Musty rash gelak guling2 kat atas kan! Grrr!! then annis ym ngan seseorg taw.(annis dah ade ym sendiri taw syg! Hehe :D jgn jelessszz haha) seseorg tuh dye pujuk kakak. Then dye srh annis mara dye. Dye x kisah katenyer and dye ckp, jji annis leyh lps grm. Dye x suke kakak x happy. Ayat dye same je dgn ayat rash dulu taw. Trus annis tringat kat rash n berderai juga air mata nie taw rash. Dye manje2 mcm rash. Cume dye nie gedik+senduk sikit dr rash. HahaRash tentu fahamkan maksud kakak. (shh! Rahsia kite je taw! Jgn bg tawu org lain taw! Law x, annis cabut gigi rash pkai playar! muwahaaaa) Rash nak tawu x, lagu “When you’re gone by avril lavigne” bagai mnyampaikan semua yg annis rasa. rase2 rash boleh dgr x kat sne? Rash doakan yg terbaik utk kakak k. kakak nak rash happy kat sne. if rash happy kat sne, annis happy kat snie taw. mish u deq! Kakak mish rash sgt2! Rash adeq terhebat kakak! mish u deq!



xde org dapat gnti tempat rash. dye adeq annis forever.


listening to air supply"goodbye"

brighter day

February 26. Today school is fun! No teachers for 4 periods (2hours) straight! Before having fun with mates, I finished up all my homework first. Then, party’s begun! Yeah! Gossiping and chatting! Haha now, I get more friend (from the next class cz all of them also having 4 periods free) hehe I spot one boy group which all of them wearing the same leather bangle. This is the hottest group in school. Clare said they are “super duper cuties boyz” haha can’t deny it! :D one of them is Clare’s crush haha and one of them is familiar to me (maybe cz he look alike just like my friend and I don’t know his name yet). And also 1 group which is the cheers group. Super duper hawtties gurls! Believe me, they are totally hawt! What I like about my new schoolmates are

1.they are not snobbish
2.they are super friendly and
3.they are brilliant
4.handsome n pretty too

haha what a package they have! Whoa :o
Back from school, and just entered car

“Mely syg, mcm mana sekolah ary ini? Ok x? Recess tdy mkn ape?”
“Mama, mama ari2 mama tanye mell soalan yg sme dr 1st day until now. Hehe mell ok lah mama. Mell da x kne bully lg mcm dulu. Mellkan da besar. Kalau ade yg bully mell, mell punch dorg kuat2! Hehehe”
“Hamboiii, mcm kua sgt la tuh!”
“Hehe your daughter kuat ok. Jgn main2 woo! Haha mama msk ape ary nie?”
“Yerlah2 my girlkan kuat. Btl x?”
“Betul!, betul!, betul! Hehe”
“Ary nie kite mkn luar lah ek mell. Papa tggu kita di Nando’s”
“Papa da balik?! Waahh!”
“Dah2 jgn nak mngade2! Don’t ask something that you can get by your self k.”
“Ermmm, yelah2 mell tawu berdiri diatas kaki sendiri”

While listening to flm.fm am chatting with my mom. Thanks mom! Now we are close back! I have missing this moment since we moved to Indonesia. I love u mom! Papa bought a new bangle for me and my mom from Philippines. Nice texture. White colour. But too big for me.

“Thanks papa! Love it so much!”
“Murah je.”
“But, it loose :(”
“Bg kat mama jelah! Huhu”

“Alaaaaa”
“Ha, lain kali mkn bnyak2 k. Jgn dok diet jer! Bia montel, papa suke! :DD hahaha”
“U nie… x baik taw!”
“Haaa, now fit! (Too near to my elbow)”
“Dah dekat siku dah tu. X sakit ke pakai nanti?”
“ok jer :D”

Well, today am so happy! New friends, new bangle and the most happiness is now everything back to normal! Best2! I love friends, bangle, mama n papa, abg and him.
Yeah what can I said? I just love to be loved. And I like it very much! hehe Dear Allah, please don’t take my happiness. Amin. And, I know he will read this,
“I just want to thank you cz “layan” my temper last night. Thank you sgt2! Muahcxs!” Hurm, I got to stop now. Bucuk lah! Haha



All of them remind me of my former school and friends. :(

madness!

current mood: mad..owh ya very2 mad!

today at skewl ade udta (wtf is diz huh?!). kne lari 1500m. mula lari mcm hero! kmudian, jatuh mcm beruk! malu gla! kaki sakit. pg kantin nak mkn, duit trtinggal dlm kls. pg naik kls trhencut2 smpi kanti bru nak oder, bell da ring. xsmpt mkn pg tukar baju jap. naik kls, cg maths da msuk. alamak! lupa bkw buku! kner bdiri dlm kls. grrr nx clss addmaths. cg masuk, hntar buku AM2, cg write smthing kat board, cg pusing, sg plik n tnyer "annis xnak duduk ker syg?". clare gelak mcm org gla. yg len2 pun gelak juga(gelak kucing). maluu! blajar sperti biasa. bell balik bunyi. pg mkn, 2kar bju, buat hw. koko brjln.

swktu koko;

"annis mellysa binti azhar sper?"

"annis,annis nme u lah!"

"hah?? ubi kayu??siape??'

"pn. bibah lah"

"annis mellysa binti azhar sper?!"

"saya!"

"meh sni sign kat ruang kosong nie" (ckp laju gila!)

"hah??tong maner??"

"hahahahaha"

pn bibah,linda,annis,whole clss

nie lah tjadi kalau time cg ckp kite borak! linda dan annis yg kuat brgosip n pn bibh yg ckp lajuuu jer. haishh mcm kner simbh mnyak pns je kat pipi nie. merah n tebal jer.

then balik, tggu mama. mama amik. mama nanyer this n thats. boringg! smpi rumah masuk bilik, pg mndi, sapu ubt kat kaki, online kjap,offline balik, siap2, 8-10pm online jer kjer, offline nak titow, baring2, pusing2, xpat tittow. txt abg nak luahkan mslh konon nyer. abg call n membebek. ckp kat abg nak titow da. abg ckp

"jgn nak pure2 titow cm kere ok?! dah2 now go to sleep! sok skewl kan? btw, hw da siap?"

maaf abg, annis tipu abg! annis xleyh titow. hw da siap! anniskan baik! xmcm abg, xsuke wt hw then suruh org buatkan. hehe muahcxs! syg abg!

then pg online ym n ms smpi morning. cm buduh! xsdr diri esok sekolah! ngokk!

peribahasa hari ini: bagai jatuh ditimpa tangga

silly questions!

Hye! Me again! Haha
Erm, now I wanna share wit u about my skewlmates. Yeah they all kind, smart n gorgeous too. Haha jealous jer tgk mereka! Perfecto gile!
But I hv one friend (she is da first one who say hello to me on January 5 2009)
And she is lil psycho lah! Haha (sorry yer sygs!) She always asking me tons of silly questions dat I need to think “deep-deep” n verry deep before I answer it! Yeah! Xpcye? This is part of her ques:

1) “What if, when you're having your bad day and you were hoping and so sure that your love ones will come to you and cheer you up, make your day brighter, but actually none of it happens and your day became more terribly disaster. Tell me what will you do and how do you feel.”
2) “Do u thinks that you and your lover will last long? How long?”
3) “Do you love her/him so much?”
4) “Will you do anything to your boy/girl?”
5) “What do you do when the only one who can make up stop crying is the one that made you cry?”

Haishh, idk wut to ans! It took days to answer it. After skewl while waitin mama to fetch me, I’ve been thinking it over n over n over again.
Hey, it make sense rite? Imagine dat u hv married and all this craps cammin up in ur mind. Huh! Berserah pada allah jer lah.

Yea,yea, I noe we shud believed our beloved wifey or hubby . But ppl do change!
From bad to good and then going bad again n becoming very bad! Ceyyy! What is ur opinion? Tell me. Share with me. I wanna noe.


Hurm, I’ve finished all my hw and am thinking bout Clare’s silly questions

Dear Clare, dun ask ques dat hv no ans to me! Arghh

hello!

hello blogger or shud i call reader?
haha wutever!
erm, i'll write wutever cross on my mind or my thoughts or anythings here.
act, my bro force me to create an acc in blogger so that i can learn how to express my feelings.
haha
izit true? idk
can i be happy after telling ppl all those stuff? hurmm
still thinking bout it
act, am kindof "dun now how to express"
to tell ppl bout wut i feel, wut i wanna shared wit them and wut i wanna tell them, is da hardest job in my life
:-(


btw, am annis mellysa! and am listening to Pussycat Dolls (I Hate This Part) rite now
thank you cz spending time fer reading dis shits. haha :D